A SOUL-STICE CELEBRATION
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I WAS 13 YEARS OLD WHEN
OPENED AT
THE AQUARUIS THEATER IN LOS ANGELES
I fell in love with the Fifth Dimension’s #1 cover of AQUARIUS/LET THE SUNSHINE the first time I heard it.The song was a revelation. I am an Aquarian, and the song reached right into my heart, reawakening a part of me
I thought was lost.
In third grade something happened.
Something that threatened my very sense of Self.
I’d known I was gay, or rather that I had this special feeling for certain boys. I hadn’t given this essential part of me a name. It was simply an intimate, core aspect of my Human Beingness, that I cherished.
One day I made the mistake of expressing my feelings in the wrong way to the wrong boy. I got a punch in the stomach that knocked my breath out and called a fag. My older brother explained that a fag was:
“…someone who was attracted to the same sex”
“Huh?”
“It’s guy who loves other guys.”
“Oh?”
I knew that was me so I tentatively asked:
“…and that’s bad?”
“Oh yay! About as bad as it gets. If anyone ever calls you that, you gotta punch ’em as hard as you can.”
“I have to punch them! Why?”
“To prove that your not.”
This was much worse than getting my breath knocked out. It was as though a plug had been pulled and I felt the life draining out of me. In that moment the world stopped making sense. I suddenly felt unwelcome and unreal and If I wanted to survive I had to learn to pretend.
It wasn’t just my blossoming sexuality being squashed. I hadn’t yet identified what I was feeling as “sexuality.” It felt like the door to an essential, joyful part of me slammed shut.
During the next few years my family fell apart. The summer before seventh grade I returned from a summer holiday to find that my dog had been take to the pound and my father had moved out of the house. My Mother had thrown him out and within the year she kicked my brother and me out to join him.
The following years were some of the toughest of my life. Looking back, perhaps it was a gift, because I took refuge in that secret self I’d locked behind the door. With everything else falling apart I found comfort in this core part of me that refused to go away even as life made me more and more aware of how unacceptable it/I was to the world.
“Harmony and understanding
Sympathy and trust abounding
No more falsehoods or derisions
Golden living dreams of vision
Mystic crystal revelations
And the minds true liberation
AQUARIUS.”
I was in eighth grade when I first heard these words. They touched something deep inside that promised, just maybe, to be the key that opened that door. I got the Broadway cast album of HAIR and with each song, my heart began to open. This was a world I could live in, breathe in, blossom in. Somehow I had to get myself to the Aquaruis Theater to see HAIR!
A year and a half later I was on way to the Aquaruis theater for a Saturday matinee.
I sang along with every song. I didn’t even try to stop the tears when they started to flow. At the end of the show when the cast invites the audience on stage to sing along with “Let the Sunshine” I was the first one out of my seat, tearing off my clothes and jumping up on stage. Fortunately one of the cast member reminded me that the nude scene was over…
JUST KIDDING!
I didn’t take my clothes off though I did feel that kind of liberation. The door that had closed was opening. This was a world I could live in, where all of me felt welcome. The whole experience screamed:
“YES!
YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE HERE NOW. YOU BELONG. YOU ARE PART OF SOMETHING NEW, SOMETHING REAL THAT IS BLOSSOMING ON THE PLANET. YOU HAVE GIFTS TO SHARE! AND YOUR GREATEST GIFT TO THE WORLD IS YOU. NOT THE YOU THE WORLD EXPECTS YOU TO BE, THE YOU THAT YOU KNOW YOU ARE INSIDE. THIS IS YOUR LIFE, YOUR JOURNEY, YOUR OPPORTUNITY. YOUR GIFT TO THE WORLD IS TO EXPLORE AND EXPRESS YOUR TRUTH AND SHARE YOUR VISION OF WHAT THE WORLD AND THIS LIFE CAN BE. 
Now, as we prepare to move more fully into the Aquarian Age and I look back over the past 50 years I feel and see a powerful guiding synchronicity. Often when things seem the most bleak and hopeless, Life itself opens the door and reveals the Light that shows the way.
Join me on Sunday as we Celebrate our latest evolvement into
THE AGE OF AQUARIUS
with:
HARMONY & UNDERSTANDING:
-Sound Healing & Soul Chakra Activation
SYMPATHY & TRUST ABOUNDING
-Fellowship & Sharing
GOLDEN LIVING DREAMS OF VISION
-Guided Meditation & Visualization
MYSTIC CRYSTAL REVELATIONS
-Angelic & Crystal Oracle Guidance
THE MINDS TRUE LIBERATION
-Heart/Mind/Soul Communion Process
PLUS WHATEVER ELSE IS READY TO BE REVEALED & EXPERIENCED!
AGE OF AQUARIUS
PEACE WILL GUIDE THE PLANETS
LOVE WILL STEER THE STARS
Below is one of many online posts about what’s happening on Dec. 21:
* NOTE: OUR CELEBRATION IS ON THE 20TH TO PREPARE FOR THE OFFICIAL ENTRY POINT WHICH ALIGNS WITH THE SOLSTICE HAPPENING AT 2:02am PT ON MONDAY THE 21ST*
2020 is the SHIFT into The New Order of Transcendent Principle and Behavior — December 21, 2019 we Officially entered the Photon Belt (those of you who missed that post go to my timeline). On December 21, 2020 we will Officially Enter the AGE of AQUARIUS — how will this wrap up? By the year 2026 our Planet will be totally Born Anew and those who make the Crossing (because many, maybe most will not) will be authentic Caretakers of this Earth — the Hopi’s say “When the Earth is Ravaged and the Animals are Dying, A New Tribe of People from all Creeds and Races shall come unto the Earth — Their Actions and DeeDs shall make the Earth Green again — they Will be Known as The WARRIORS of the RAINBOW.(From THE COMING AGE OF AQUARIUS AND THE EMERGENCE OF THE LUMINOUS MATRIX OF A NEW REALITY – By Wayne B. Chandler)
I AM HERE TO SUPPORT YOU ON YOUR JOURNEY. DON’T HESITATE TO REACH OUT IF YOU’RE IN NEED. IF FINANCES ARE A CHALLENGE, NO WORRIES. WE CAN ALWAYS WORK SOMETHING OUT AND OPEN THE FLOW TO YOUR ABUNDANT LIFE… YES, EVEN IN THESE EVOLVING TIMES.
Love & Light All Ways
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